Past: The Eight of Swords Reversed
In the past, you suffered through a deep depression.
Present: The Page of Pentacles
Now, you have a desire to learn new things.
Future: The Tower Reversed
If things continue along this path, you will be stuck in an unhappy situation.
Internet, I know it sucks that you didn’t win the Lord of the Rings trivia contest, but spending all your time reading Tolkien’s work over and over again isn’t going to do you any good. Go outside and play or something.